I am a human embodiment of chaotic equilibrium.
Month: December 2025
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What relationships have a positive impact on you?
Non-answer answer time!!
I have found over the years that the single, most influential relationship that you will ever have – positive or negative – is with yourself. Every other relationship in your life is built on that foundation.
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A while back, i posted this.
As a continuation of that….
i grabbed a cup of pears from the fridge, went back to my desk to finish what i was working on.
halfway through the cup of fruit, i realize i’m eating pineapple. I have a few different kinds of fruit cups in the fridge and i grabbed the wrong one.
and didn’t realize it until i had eaten half of what i had.
So, yeah. That’s um… interesting? And potentially indicative of the need for a vacation….
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Two rules of life:
1 – no one is going to judge you when you die. Except you.
2 – you have a *single* shot to make this particular conglomerate of circumstances as fucking amazing as possible. So do what ignites your soul.
And that’s fucking it.
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or something like that.
Anyway.
Back in the day, i took a comparative theology class. Absolutely fascinating, by the way! In any case, I quickly found that there were common concepts or thoughts that carried through all of them. I couldn’t help but think that they were culturally diverse expressions of the same thing.
Now, I just found myself overwhelmed with the same feeling when thinking about quantum mechanics, spirituality, consciousness, and shit like that. And the funny thing is, the ‘same thing’ from religion applies here too, just wildly different language.
The problem is the fact that no one has been able to articulate this ‘ same thing’ in a way that is understandable across languages and times…
is it possible that language and culture are roadblocks to fully understanding existence?
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How much is too much for a desk chair…?
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Apparently, you can momentarily forget the proper method for putting on a shirt…
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Sometimes… my brain is weird.
i’ll be having a conversation, right? And the other person asks me a question. instead of thinking through a response, my brain puts up this message with two responses (generally, one super direct and/or sarcastic, and one more muted and compassionate.) and demands that i choose before speaking can be initiated. if i don’t choose, i can’t process words to speak. and if i’m caught off guard, when i do choose, i sometimes stumble over my words.
Does anyone else experience this??
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A baby’s first experiences with the outside world must be terrifying.
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I’m coming to realize that i think of sitting down to a real meal with full sized plates and multiple utensils as nothing but a chore.
Seriously.
If i can get quality sustenance via grabbing snacks, why wouldn’t i do that? That literally gives me one cooking mess to clean up for the week rather than one every fucking day. I do a small variety of snacks so that i can have choices during the week depending on my mood. And, i get to have that extra 30-45 minutes every night to do whatever the fuck i want, not something that is strictly a requirement of living. Plus, if i’m in the middle of something at dinner time, i don’t have to stop what i’m doing for more than 3 minutes to grab a snack.
This makes so much sense to me, and now that i’ve seen this idea, i can’t unsee it and i wonder why the hell i never saw it before… It’s really the foundation for a killer routine to support how my brain operates.
A Peculiar Cerebral Tangle 