I just opened a container of fresh pineapple. I stuck my fork into the juicy flesh, bring it to my lips….
And blow on it to cool it down…
It came out of the fucking fridge…
…So, yeah, there’s that. Lol
I just opened a container of fresh pineapple. I stuck my fork into the juicy flesh, bring it to my lips….
And blow on it to cool it down…
It came out of the fucking fridge…
…So, yeah, there’s that. Lol
I acknowledge and embrace both my “this motherfucker…” side and my “yeah, i think that would be spiffy!” side.
Take out a ruler, or a tape measure. Go ahead, it’s ok, I’m not gonna trick you into doing anything stupid, i promise. ok, got the measuring device? Take a look at how big one inch is. I mean really look, compare it to the size of your fingers, other shit you have sitting around, whatever. Really take it in.
Now…Imagine having a hole that big going straight through some part of your body.
Your gut clenched a bit, didn’t it? Or you winced a smidge. Yeah, me too.
But then I realized that the goal i have for my ears will do exactly that. My ears are at 9/16″, with a goal to return to the 3/4″ i once had. Imagining that size hole in my ear lobe doesn’t make my gut clench, it makes my heart happy.
So, yeah, context fucking matters!
I just had an argument with a banana. I won, though, so it’s ok.
Where the hell do racing thoughts come from, and where are they going in such a fuckin hurry?
I mean seriously.
The racing thoughts come on gradually, and at first, i can keep up. But then, all of a sudden they’re racing around faster and faster and i completely space out for a sec.
It happens kinda like when you go to a restaurant and it it’s not crowded, but people filter in. The next thing you know, it’s super crowded and almost painfully loud in the restaurant. All you can think of is leaving.
But anyway, the thoughts come from everywhere and nowhere.
Damnit.
I got interrupted and have no idea where this was going. gotta read this quick, hold please!
…Right, where do racing thoughts come from? Are they simply normal thoughts on adrenaline? Do people prone to racing thoughts enter a state where they have momentary deeper access to subconscious thought processes?
Is this a potential mental super power?? Is it possible to bring on racing thoughts intentionally? if so, can you train yourself to get better at keeping up, which would eventually make that a quasi permanent state?
could racing thoughts be jet fuel for inspiration in the right context?
Laura took a bite of her dinner.
Mom always yelled at me to not bring books to the dinner table...
Laura smiled, pulled out her phone and started her latest audiobook.
Look Ma, no books!
Laura giggled to herself and continued eating.
So Albert Einstein walks unto a bar….
Yeah, no. Lol
In high school, i liked the class but was none too fond of the teacher. An entire class of honors kids would fail his quizzes and exams. This didn’t make me feel any better going into the regents exam. I was terrified. I had never failed a regents exam, what would i tell my mom?
I got a fucking 92. and i swore off physics because of how that one teacher was.
I ended up in a physics class because i enrolled late and it was the only science available. But, I loved physics in college, entertained the idea of the engineering program, and even started the process of applying to Columbia to study particle physics and string theory.
So…. Yeah, one teacher nearly robbed me of what turned out to be a life long fascination.
Not really funny….
But, oh yeah! He says, “ow!”
Profanity really is useful.
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In fact, the written use of profanity is the understudy for visceral emotional human interaction.
Data speaks to me…
What are your favorite websites?
I started responding to this, but got interrupted, and couldn’t reign it back in. So, i’ll give you the gist…
i don’t have a favorite. I don’t think of websites in that way. ‘Favorite’ implies positive emotion, and a website’s design does nothing to improve my emotional state.