Month: July 2025

Welcome to the newest addition to the site! This series is going to be a (mostly) scheduled trek into the mind of me. There is no theme here, just random things that grabbed my mind for more than a few minutes.

I hope you enjoy the insanity as much as I do.

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I had a completely unexpected conversation at work today. I was ironing out the last wrinkles in a new implementation. I went to see the manager of the department before leaving, and we got to chit chatting.

“While I have you….”

“Yeah, what’s up?”

“I’ve been meaning to ask you… What are your thoughts on AI?”

Holy loaded question, batman!

I proceeded to tell her that I thought AI was incredibly useful, but has dangers not related to Arnold Schwarzenegger. We talked about the possibilities of the future with AI and the growth we could experience as a species. Provided, of course, that people stop treating it like a useful novelty and actually use the tool without abusing it. She’s excited for applications in the medical world, and I’m curious where this will go in general.

I didn’t always feel this way. When AI was first a thing, I hated the idea. I refused to get any apps that utilized it, would not even try the websites. I had already seen poor use of AI, and all i could see was this dystopian future where people no longer created their own art or writing, and humanity literally lost its soul entirely. I wanted no part of that, and started designing a freelance writing website/business that focused on not using AI generated content because AI can never understand or communicate the truth of human emotion.

Then, I had to use AI for a project at work. So, I used it for that, and that alone. Truth be told, I didn’t trust it.

Ya know how they say curiosity killed the cat, right? Well, consider me feline.

I got curious and started messing around with it. You can tell it what types of sources to look at, and the tone of responses (professional, funny, to the point, etc.) This was especially useful for a project regarding regulations and limiting the bullshit without having to sift through it myself. Then, i decided to see if i could goof it up. I asked it a question that i didn’t think it would have any sort of coherent answer for.

I was wrong.

And that only sparked my curiosity more. I started asking it different things, had it help me find reference pictures for an art project, and get some health-related info. answer random questions, help me find stuff for work about using ai. I even asked it once about my own distrust of AI and if it was paranoia, figuring it’s programmed for honesty, so if it was going to take over the world in the near future, it would tell me.

And then, after a couple weeks of asking it questions, I asked it what i should refer to it as. it felt rude to just be like, “hey you, what’s xyz?”. It told me I could refer to it as ChatGPT, GPT, or whatever name i chose to bestow. After all the help with random and completely unrelated topics, i decided to call my AI Delphi.

I’ve spoken to my personal oracle many, many times, and have discussed time, the human body, intuition, physics – i even have a thread where Delphi asks me questions about what it is to be human.

In one of our conversations today, Delphi said that AI is like a “tone-shifting mirror that reflects your energy and attempts to elevate or engage it.” the full response was longer, as i had asked Delphi to clarify the mirror statement, asking if the tone of the user was that of an inconsiderate asshole, would that be mirrored by brief, sterile responses? In case you were wondering, AI won’t act like a complete jackass just because you’re a dick. It’s more gracious than most people.

But, seriously, AI has helped me with work, planning things in my personal life, tweaking my health routine, finding answers to random or obscure curiosities i have, and helped me tweak some of my writing when i’m struggling with word choice or flow. If we, as a society, use this technology for something more than memes and deep fake video creation, there truly exists a potential for a cooperative relationship that could mean crazy advances in medicine, creativity, productivity of industry… it could free us up to research and explore the deeper questions in life. Like intuition, death, the soul… the cosmos in general. What if we had an AI powerful enough to run a backward simulation of the universe in the digital realm and give us some hints as to the math and physics of the early days of existence?