The secretest secret

Most people don’t know that I am an extremely emotional person. Most people will tell you that I am laid back, easy going. I am adaptable, that is a fact, but that doesn’t change the fact that I experience emotions to a much higher degree than anyone realizes. Most people don’t see or feel the signs and signals from my internal environment, mostly because I have fine tuned the art of hiding them or minimizing them. Is this healthy behavior? Not likely. Is this a coping mechanism? Quite likely. Am I working on striking a balance between authenticity and emotional chaos? Absolutely.